Grief and Sorrow

Nothing is worse than the grief of loosing a being who is dear to us.
The pain is so sharp that nothing else matters. You can not even
think of something that could bring a faint smile on your saddened
face. You can not even see the world properly. Your eyes are too
blurred by these frozen tears to be able to see it clearly. You are
blinded, blinded by the dark feelings that suddenly blow your mind
away. You are unable to think rationally. You have very dark
thoughts. The entire world seems rotten. People, everywhere
around you, are smiling and laughing. They can't see the distress in
which you are drowning. No one will help you. The only issue is to
close your eyes, definitely, and never let them see the light again.

But that is what you think you should do. This is the easier way, the
way that cowards take. However, you are not one of those cowards
that let themselves drift in this ocean of sorrows. You are this little
winged being who can still fly. Even if your wings are cut, even if the
awaited hand never comes, you will be able to overcome everything
thanks to this droplet of hope you have deep inside you heart, this
bleeding heart that never ceased to hurt. But now, time has come to
take a new breath. This little creature you are will soon become a
wonderful angel who will be able to fly high and raise above everything.
And all these troubles, sorrows and accumulated pain you have will
help you to build a stronger shield. Like that, nothing else will be able
to hurt you anymore. The wounds you had in the past will heal with
years. It will not be an easy path though, but you are strong, you
have hope, and that is what you need to live on.


Sorry if some sentences seam weird... I just wrote what I had in mind
and let my feelings talk.